"The only thing that I really desired was
For you to give me a reason to hate you
And now that I have this, there is nothing to stop me
I will destroy you, as you to my psyche
For this pain is never to be forgotten"
[Vehemence - Saying Goodbye]
Hate => Indifference. Destruction => Self-destruction. [It's quite worse.] :)
"They think they know who I am."