Today I woke up home alone so I decided to stay indoors and watch horror movies. But that's not exactly why I decided to share my experience, but because sometimes, funny "coincidences" [and neither I nor Gibbs believe in coincidences and those who do should fry in the depths of hell] make the day a day to remember. At least for a while, if so..
First I watched a comedy, nothing peculiar going on except for my memory of the dream I had, where Eminescu was my college teacher [he studied Philosophy and Journalism after all..] and I was so proud that we became friends...while he kept searching through his papers on his desk and demanded that all of us should pick one of his work categories for the exam. He picked me to talk about his poetry which made me feel special, in the most symbolic way possible. But he hated that he had to force this egocentrism that wasn't even his, just because the boss said so.
Anyway, after this, I decided to watch The Ring, once again, because I always had a "thing" for distorted faces.. I can see distorted feet, hands, bodies for all I care, but the faces really stick with me. So, right now, remember the girl's face who was found in the closet...imagine her standing right behind your chair. [DAMN I'M FREAKED : and I mean that, you can laugh at me if you want, but I paused the video and took a damn close look at her, because if you analyze something that scares you, it wears off, but I still remained freaked out..]
Take a look at the photo of her face if you want.. It's small quality but whatever.
So as I was watching that part where they see the tape and all, the phone rings. I didn't answer. I had chicken skin and mostly because I was home alone on a 2 story building + ground level AND basement.
Then, I paused and went downstairs to get myself a drink and the room was damn dark. Note that I am a bit afraid of the ground level.. Suddenly from a corner I saw something black moving and I got so scared that I think my face was as distorted as Katie's. But it was my dog. It was one of the few times when I hugged her.
So, there I went, I had a chilly home alone day, on 36 degrees Celsius outside. But you know, their faces get so distorted because of so much fear.. I will ask you a 4 yr old kid question: could that be possible in real life, too? : If something so terrible would scare you to DEATH, literally..
I am running from here, it seems that I am alone again and the image with her behind me is haunting. I'll get back to add colors to certain words tomorrow.