[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?

~Yes, of course.

[02] Would you do meth if it was legalized?

~That would mean legally screwing up my life. No, thanks.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?

~Since I am not facing the situation, I can't be 100% accurate. But I am more towards for than against.

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?

~Yes, but maybe it would fail less.

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?

~Yes, I do.

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?

~We had certain "hallucinogens" legalized for a while and idiots filled the hospitals. I wish marijuana would be legalized, but to have a controlled dosage, like a prescription, so one couldn't smoke more than a given amount per month.

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?

~For. How the hell can you marry someone if you don't fully know them? And if you're not for marriage, why the hell is sex so taboo? Animals do it too, you don't see them getting married.

[08] Do you believe in God?

~I believe in Jesus.

[09] Do you think same sex marriage should be legalized?


[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?

~I believe it's wrong that ANY minority illegally moves to another country, not just the Hispanics.

[11] A twelve-year-old girl has a baby, should she keep it?

~The evil part says yes, so that her life will be screwed. The other part says no, but her parents should be seriously charged for not educating their brat.

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?

~No, it should be raised to 30.

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off?

~All wars should be called off, they're a waste of energy.

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?

~As if the dead cares if he's being charged afterwards.. Still, I think they should legalize it as long as it's legal for animals.

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?

~No. I was never spanked and I have more common sense than a lot of people I know, that have been spanked. Besides, spanking a kid can give him lots of mental issues at an older age. You can educate someone without the use of violence.

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?

~I would burn any flag, even for a lesser amount. It's just a piece of material.

[17] Who do you think would (have) make/made a better president? McCain or Obama?


[18] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?

~Others judge anyway and if I were afraid, I wouldn't have posted it online, now, would I?


I am having...

You see, what burns the most in people's hearts isn't the will TO BE, but the will TO HAVE. Having makes a person feel confident, sometimes even too confident, happy, determined. It starts from the simplest thing, like having a chocolate and it gets followed by having a powerful car, a status.

There are rare cases in which someone asks you "ARE YOU in a relationship?". Usually, it's "Do you HAVE a boyfriend/girlfriend/spouse/fuck buddy?". There are also rare cases in which one could say "I am feeling", most would say "I HAVE a feeling".

In Romanian this future example doesn't appear so often, but take English for example: people say "I love HAVING sex" more often than "I like making love" or "I like sex". Yes, that is an expression, but the expression was formed around the verb "to have", instead of any other verb [I wasn't talking about the difference between making love and having sex here].

"Do you HAVE a job?" instead of "ARE you employed?" or "ARE you working?"; "Do you HAVE kids?" instead of "ARE you a parent?".

The list goes on. What is interesting is that for a person, having is the center of all existence, the definition of his own achievements or disappointments, while being isn't very important. Being usually revolves around a social status, like "I AM a businessman" or "I AM rich.".

*But I AM HAVING a problem and it's off topic: they say that I should get an alert if my blog is published via FTP, but I get no alert. Does that mean that I AM not publishing on FTP and I might skip the migration? Michael?





I sent Mark Harmon♥ an autograph request before Thanksgiving, in 2009, with a photo of me, a letter and two photos of him. On the 9th of March 2010, I received a letter from Burbank, with the two photos of him that I sent, signed "For Diana from Mark Harmon" AND a photo of him, printed on glossy paper, with his signature only. He also wrote my address on the envelope (that counts as 4 autographs). He kept my photo and the letter. This was the best day of my life. He does change my life every single day and he surely knows how to respect and love his biggest admirers.

This is a photo with one of his autographs. I won't post a photo ONLY with his autographs on the internet, though. And I want my best friend to photograph me properly with these autographs, because my own photos suck and I'm too shy to laugh or smile.

This morning I couldn't even type properly, or talk, or walk, or think. I will also not allow comments on this entry, I'd like to keep it as it is...sacred.

Peace. Thank you Mark.


  • Hello Kitty is dumb. Cats are dumb and annoying, but Hello Kitty must be one of the dumbest "inventions" ever created.

  • Bashing a band because it has a different sound over the years means you're a stuck up snob. The band has evolved [in bad or good, it doesn't matter]. You, on the other hand, remained the same: an idiot.

  • Girls wearing short summer skirts when it's snowing are as lame as rockers wearing leather jackets/boots in summer - don't think that I would excuse those.

  • "Cradle of Filth" is not black metal - who cares if it is black, white, grey, dotted or flowered metal? It's a band and it's famous, get over yourself and stop acting like the snob at point [2].

  • "Ohh, poor you, still single?" they say. I say: "Ohh, poor you, still failing?"

  • My hair gets greasy very fast. If you ever think that I don't wash it often enough, think of this. It's not pleasant to have your hair greasy after 5 hours you washed it, so eat shit. :)

  • There should be special parks for kissy couples. When I wanna stay on the bench, I don't wanna hear kisses and laughter and remind me of how pathetic my life from point [5] is. :))

  • If you want to draw my attention from now on, use your brain, not your body language. Body language doesn't cut it anymore [that also applies for bad remarks].

  • When I tell you that I like NCIS, don't tell me you like CSI. It's like I tell you I like pizza and you tell me that you like to shit. It doesn't compare.

  • I am not moderating my comments on this blog and I don't delete anything, unless it's spam. If you wanna swear me, feel free, you know what they say "what you say about me tells me a little about yourself".

  • All those who love that it's snowing in March deserve to be caught on a mountain, on a huge snow storm, so that they get enough snow for the rest of their lives.

  • There will be less rant posts in this blog and mostly, they'll be concentrated in one post.

  • I hate this whole FTP change. If my blog doesn't migrate correctly, I will abandon it and start a new one. I am disappointed in Google.

  • To all the men I dated/kissed/whatever: remember, you did not have me, I had you. Just so you'd know.

  • I don't like my facial skin and I will edit most of my photos in PS because I am fake, ugly and have complexes. No, really. Really? :))

  • I like to collect Tatty Teddies from Carte Blanche. Yes, they're expensive, but I afford that. I'd rather spend all my money on those than go in greasy/fancy bars until morning and forget everything.

  • I speak two fluent languages, (except for languages I speak with difficulties) but I understand a lot more. That means, if someone writes me in a language that I don't know and presumes I don't understand, I will.

  • I am very nice, I am not a bitch or a cunt or whatever.

  • Michael Jackson would roll in his grave, seeing all these stupid copies of him.

  • I have been insulted and didn't fight back because I found it a waste of time. But if you insult Mark or Metallica, I won't find it a waste of time anymore.

That's all I had to say for now. Sorry for using a harsh language at times, I am pretty tired and this weather isn't helping at all.

[*OLD PHOTO. I don't know why I put that photo. Maybe because Riku looks so happy and I look dumb. Anyway, don't pick on him, he's a nice guy.]



I notice that people have created a rather frantic obsession to dress up like Lady Gaga, yet they claim originality. All the newspapers, all the fashion shows are flooded with this desire that women have to resemble her as much as possible. They all wear their hair blonde with bangs and pull up stupid clothes, trying to "be original", but in the same time, calling themselves "Lady Gaga of Bucharest" or insert city here.

I have nothing against/with this singer and it is NOT about Lady Gaga here. It's about you, all dressed up to be original by copying every single detail from a more eccentric singer. All the magazines are full of bad copies of Lady Gaga and the funniest part is that other people consider this to be original, too.

So, this will become another proof that the ideas of this society are upside down, from giving a generous value to non-values, to promoting superficiality and the worst of the worst and now, to defining the concept of original as a 100% copy of something/someone else. I am waiting for this "transition" period to pass.

I am expecting a "then how come you've turned yourself into a Na'vi?" and my answer is: I'd never put that photo-MANIPULATION as a cover for a magazine nor would I ever dress up like a Na'vi if I were a singer/model, unless the idea would be to perform a scene from Avatar. I would never entirely copy someone else's style, especially a person that is known for a certain style and claim that I am oh-so original and evolved and I'd honestly rather go in jeans and tennis shoes or a bathrobe at a big performance rather than dress up like Lady Gaga, Michael Jackson or any other eccentric celebrity.
[*typical smoking is forbidden photo while smoking, get over it.]


Mad Hatter + NCIS 7x16

I am really expecting the new Alice in Wonderland movie, especially because I'm a fan of Tim Burton and I like Depp's acting [I am not a fan of the actual story].

So I turned myself into a Mad...uhm...Hattress? :)) The one side hair is deliberate, I didn't want to have the hair frizzy on both sides. I made this edit in 9 minutes, it's one of the fastest (I used an original photo of Depp as the Mad Hatter).

And, here is the trailer of 7x16 of NCIS♥, one of the episodes I've been expecting for a while...